2008: The Soundtrack (now with annotations!)
For better or worse, this is the soundtrack for 2008. Old or new, these songs popped up on its own accord. All up, they can be traced to various moments and emotions that happened in 2008.
A lot of things happened this year as you may or may not have noticed. Fittingly, there are a lot of songs on this year's list. By pure coincidence (although not all too surprising) a lot of the songs that stood out this year share a similar theme: the city and home. I thought this was rather fitting.
Somehow, this year I went slightly overboard and wrote annotations for all the songs listed. I bought a couple of "best of" albums this year and I really enjoyed reading the little anecdotes and stories that were written in the CD booklet about the songs. I guess that has influenced me a bit here but it still seems a bit of a wank. But eh, what can you do?
Side A
Athlete - In Between 2 States
A nice instrumental track to open things up. The title sums up how I felt as I waited for Japan to happen. For a while, I was trying to simultaneously put my life on hold in one place and prepare for my life to begin in another. It's hard to live in the present and think about the future at the same time.
Eskimo Joe - New York
The lines "So where were you while we lay?/So drunk that we died..." was rather resonate for most of this year. I was lucky this year to have 2 awesome summers, in the southern and northern hemisphere, with even more awesome company. I think the people that drank away with me saved my sense of self.
Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight, Tonight
I went to the Smashing Pumpkins concert in March and I cried when they played this song. There are so many lines in this song that, if just read, would sound really lame and lifeless. But when you add it to the thunderous strings you will start to believe. "Believe, believe in me, tonight".
Yui - Laugh Away
The opening track to Yui's fourth Album "I Loved Yesterday", it is a cute guitar pop song which I'm always a sucker for. It feels like it has captured the essence of a bright summer's day with a cool gentle breeze blowing. Being in Japan makes that feeling more real.
Phantom Planet - California Fukushima
Or hereby forever known as "Fukushima". I wittily changed the title around when I first found out where I was going to be placed in Japan but I never knew that it would become some sort of anthem for me and the Aizu crew. As I belted it out numerous times in numerous karaokes with spilt drinks and smokey sofas, it brought everything together and gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling inside and brought a tear in the eye. Rumours abound that the song also made me do a bit of a wee in my pants but that's what they are: rumours. I can't imagine singing the name of my other home state, "New South Wales" with so much pride and passion.
Oasis - The Shock of the Lightning
The lead single from Oasis' latest album, "Dig Out Your Truth". I'm still mixed about the album but "The Shock of the Lightning" was the archetypal first single from Oasis. Which means it is jolly good.
Trial Kennedy - Neighbours
This was one of those songs that you randomly hear on the radio and you like it straight away. For me it happens every so often but the problem is I never manage to catch the name of the artist or they don't announce who the song is by. I end up having to repeat whatever bits of the lyrics I've caught, so not to forget it and Google it up. Trial Kennedy released their debut album just around the time I left Sydney and subsequently I missed a lot of their shows they played to promote the album. This song particularly soundtracks the time when I started to wrap up my life in Sydney for an indefinite amount of time. I also love the feeling it invokes of a grand night out with great company until the wee hours of the night. Or maybe it's only me.
Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow
I saw them play at the Metro (one of my favourite places in Sydney) and I was lucky to see such them play in such a small venue (they are huge in the UK and Europe). I remember this old guy was actually shocked to see the size of the Metro: "They're not putting on a covers band tonight, are they?" The acoustic version that was played that night just brought the melancholia of the song home: "Maybe tomorrow/I'll find my way, home". I knew I was going to Japan but not for how long and that line summed up where my hopes and fears were.
Yui - Love is All
Another song from Yui's "I Loved Yesterday" album. What gets me in this song is the hook at the start of the chorus. Japanese songs always have this one hook that...well hooks you right in. I don't know that much about music to figure out what they do but I know that I like it.
Foo Fighters - Everlong
I liked this song but I never liked it as much as the other Foo Fighters song, say, "My Hero", "Monkey Wrench" or "Breakout". The lines (which never did anything for me):
"And I wonder,
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again"
summed up my fears of leaving Sydney: would everything that I have and putting down, would it all be the same when I come back? I knew I had a good thing going but it scared me to bits to let a good thing go. I wrote those lines in my farewell card to Alberta and I think I cried when I wrote it. Naturally she cried when she read it but in the middle of George street. How embarrassing.
Akiko Kobayashi - Fall in Love
My old student Yuki sang this once at karaoke and the song's sadness has haunted me throughout the whole year. Surprisingly, half the song is in English and as she stretches herself in English to plead her case, makes her plaintive cry "I'm just a woman/fall in love" for love even sadder. Damnit, why don't you just let her fall in love!
Arashi - Love So Sweet
The teachers performed this song during the school's festival. It's typical Japanese boyband surgary pop but it was one of the first things that I discovered in Japan, my new home. Like Yui's "Love is All", it also has one of those deadly hooks, which can be found in halfway through the chorus. For about a month (I didn't have internet initially) I had no idea who sang this song and I have no idea what they're going on about. But did that stop me from humming it most of the time?
Doves - Some Cities (Echoboy Remix)
"Some cities crush
Some cities heal
Some cities laugh
While other cities steal"
"Some Cities" is the opening track from Doves' rather bearing third album of the same name. One day, this song just suddenly popped into my head and stayed their most of the day. As I listened to it repeatedly, the chorus "Some cities crush/some cities heal/some cities laugh/while other cities steal" fitted in nicely with my then wondering of where I would be going to in Japan and my own relationship with Sydney. I've chosen the remix version of the song here. Remixes are hit and miss most times for most people but this remix hit with me.
Side B
Coldplay - Life in Technicolour
Another instrumental to open proceedings. This one just grabbed me the first time I played "Viva la Vida". It reminds a lot abot when I first landed in Tokyo many moons ago: just the feeling of a city buzzing with a million and different stories, the energy that surrounds it and the feeling of summer as its backdrop. An alternate edit can be found on the "Prospekt's March" EP. At first I was excited when I found out that there was another version with vocals on it. However, it's best to be avoided as it is rather lame and half-arsed.
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
This follows nicely after "Life in Technicolour". My fascination for the titular track from Coldplay's latest album has waned a bit since it has been overplayed everywhere. But you cannot deny that the thumping beat and the string riffs is rather catchy. Wait. What do you mean that it was a ripoff? Oh. Well, when the strings at the intro come shuushing through the speakers, I'm instantly taken back to my brief holiday at the Gold Coast just before I left Sydney. I was rather indulgently driving down the coast in my rented convertible and like Coldplay's approach at "writing" this song, I was not worrying about things that needed to be worried about. Ah, happy days.
Snow Patrol - Take Back the City
The lead single from Snow Patrol's "A Million Suns" album, "Take Back the City" came out during the time when I was assessing my relationship with my new home, Aizuwakamatsu. Initially, I was aloof to how I felt about the town: it was not to say that I didn't like it, I just hadn't experienced enough to form an opinion. But gradually I knew how I felt about the town. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not, but I grew to love the place through other people's envy about how good my situation in Aizuwakamatsu in terms of my housing, job and access to the town's amenities. Through their lamenting about their situation, I realised that things are indeed good here, not because others have it slightly worse in comparison, but because they are genuinely good.
It’s a mess
It’s a start
It’s a flawed work of art
Your city, your call
Every crack, every wall
Pick a side, pick a fight
Get your epitaph right
You can sing ‘til you drop
Cause the fun just never stops
I love this city tonight
I love this city always
It bears it’s teeth like a light
And spits me out after days
But we’re all gluttons for it
We know what’s wrong and it’s right
For every time it’s been hit
Take back the city tonight
The song was written by Gary Lightbody (that's such a cool surname) about Belfast. Whilst my enthusiasm for Aizuwakamatsu is not as strong as Lightbody's for Belfast, I know that it is growing. The town is flawed, but it treats me well and I will not deny that. It is "my city" now.
And, to a greater/lesser extent, the song also connected with my feelings for Tokyo. Tokyo is Tokyo and since I've heard this song, every time I'm down in Tokyo I can't help but sing the lines "I love this city tonight/I love this city always". As many flaws as Tokyo has, we're all still "gluttons for it". I mean, who can get enough of a STD-infested scrag, right?
Kings of Leon - Sex on Fire
I'm not a big Kings of Leon fan (oh boo yourself) but it seems 2008 was their year. "Sex on Fire" was unavoidable during my soccer weekend in Nagano. There's the theory that if you listen to a song numerous times then you'll start to like it, regardless if you liked the song initially or not. Well, I can use "Sex on Fire" as an example to prove that theory to be true. And anyway, having your sex being on fire sounds awfully painful...
Stereophonics - You're My Star
This came on one night whilst I was cooking and listening to Q Radio. I find silence makes me unproductive so having music on in the background gets me working. Compared to their early "whiskey rock" days, Stereophonics have become lazy and working on auto-pilot. This song has a lot of daft lyrics but you still can't deny Kelly Jones' voice and his hair. Especially the hair.
The Whitlams - I Make Hamburgers
The Whitlams, along with You Am I, always instantly remind me of Sydney. Both have so much of the city invoked in their history and their songs that it becomes a curse (that they aren't as popular outside of the country) and a blessing (that they still possess the same identity). This is such a fun song, with Tim Freedman's wit in full flow. And it does make you crave for a hamburger made at one those local milk bars (do they still exist besides the one in Canterbury?) or burger joints.
You Am I - Tuesday
Along with The Whitlams, I've never managed to catch You Am I perform live. Well, I did once You Am I supported Oasis but that doesn't really count. Another song that just randomly caught me off guard on the radio, the world-weary vocals and the trumpets which makes it different from most of You Am I's body of work. It makes you feel that you can face the world even with your all-day bed hair (that's balding as we speak). Or maybe not. I'm also glad that I discovered this song as it has allowed me to dig out some of You Am I's earlier stuff ("Tuesday" came from their 3rd album "Hourly, Daily").
Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You
Ok, so this song was on my list for 2007. And it's Maroon 5. Freakin' Maroon 5. But it goes down too well (that's what she said) and somehow it was the song that got me and the current Aizu crew together as it got belted out over and over again at karaoke (man the middle-8 bit is high). Music, makes the people, come together...
Mr Children - Gift
As was explained to me the other day, the songs of Mr Children often get used whenever you need to whip up some tears or put a lump in your throat. Fittingly, this was used as theme song for the Beijing Olympics by the national broadcaster NHK. Mr Children does some soppy ballads and this is a prime example. But they do it too well so you can't really fault them. I liked Mr Children before I went to Japan so it gave me a kick to find some new stuff of theirs just as soon as I arrived in Japan. Dunno how you would read it, but it seemed like a good omen.
Switchfoot - This is Home
Everyone has a song that connects with them on a very intimate and personal level. For some, it hits so deep that they wonder if the song was personally written for them. Well, as crazy as it is, this is how I feel about "This is Home".
I've got my memories
They're always inside of me
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
I believe it now
I've seen too much
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
Created for a place I've never known...
This is home
Now I'm finally where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah, this is home
I've been searching for a place of my own
Now I've found it,
Yeah this is home
Yeah, this is home
Belief over misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
Back to how it was
And I've got my heart set on what happens next
I've got my eyes wide and it's not over yet
We are miracles
And we're not alone
And now after all my searching
After all my questions
I'm gonna call it home
I've got a brand new mindset
I can finally see the sunset
I'm gonna call it home
I first heard this song when I watched "Prince Caspian". It was the last film I saw at the cinemas in Sydney and I actually quite enjoyed the film (I haven't seen the first one) and the whole experience of watching a film at the cinemas. I got curious when I heard this song over the end-credits and later, when I heard it again, I knew this song was special. I had not left Sydney then but I knew this is how I would be feeling when I get to Aizuwakamatsu, my new home. This song brought on the first buds of optimism (not that I had doubts) I had about my new journey and from there it didn't stop. See, I'm always cautious before I start new things: I don't want to appear the fool when things go bad. But this song helped to bring a sense of hope and reassurance: that it's OK for me to leave Sydney and those special to me behind, and that it's OK to call my new town, my home. Let's not forget that this was before I had stepped foot in Japan and I was already feeling this. And when I saw my first sunset in Aizuwakamatsu, well what can I do but "call it home". Because this is home.
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